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Sunday, August 21, 2005
my heavenly days are now hell.
realise,i've been a fool.
i'm so near to lonliess.
where the people who promise to be here?
where are the people who said hey will be always be with me?
damn it!!!its all lies.
why i don't see anyone here when i needed someone.
you girls just walked away w/o telling me why.
so i went to ask.
i'm trying to change now.
it takes more then one night for me to change.
i tried avoiding talking to those bungs.
i've no longer called her "laogong"
i have stop helping them,
like picking up a book?
i've tried to change.
im putting in an affort to do so.
cant you girls see it?
why did you guys ask the rest not to talk to me?
what was the real motive for all this?
since you guys wanted me to change,
shouldn't you people be there and help me change.
instead of standing aside and "angry" with me.
and only accept me back until i have change?
i mean i call you girls my friends?
isn't not?
i mean i was expeacting you people to help me change then making me a loner in school.
and asking the rest not to talk to me???
its like huh??
i don get it.
and i felt really cheated by you
3 years of friendship,
you just walk away with your new friend.
for this years i tried to be there for you when you needed someone.
we shared our joy and happiness tgt.
but now,where were you when i needed some one?
when i tried to comfort you and make you feel better,
you take it in like shit.
and when others comfort you the same way i did.
you take it like gold.
have you actually forgotten all this?
i had never face such problems.
i never felt betray by a friend.
3 fucking years of friendship,
you take it off so easily.
too many friends for you to treasure some?
i tot you were my true friends.
{/9:50 PM}
count on it .